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Deathbed - Relient K

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I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

The year was nineteen forty one
I was eight years old and
Far far too young
To know that the stories
Of battles and glory
Was a tale a kind mother
Made up for her son
You see
Dad was a traveling preacher
Teaching the words of the Teacher
But mother had sworn
Went off to the war
And died there with honor
Somewhere on a beach there
But he left once to never return
Which taught me that I should unlearn
Whatever I thought a father should be
I abandoned that thought
Like he abandoned me

By forty seven I was fourteen
I'd acquired a taste for liquor and nicotine
I smoked until I threw up
Yet I still lit 'em up for thirty more years
Like a machine

So right there you have it
That one filthy habit
Is what got me where I am today

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear those sad memories
Still haunting me
So many things
I'd do again

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

I got married on my twenty first
Eight months before my wife would give birth
It's easier to be sure you love someone
When her father inquires with the barrel of a gun
The union was far from harmonious
No two people could have been more alone than us
The years would go by and she'd love someone else
And I realized I hadn't been loved yet myself

From there it's your typical spiel
Yeah if life was a highway
I was drunk at the wheel
I was helping the loose ends
All fall apart
Yeah I swear I was destined to fail
And fail from the start

I bowled about six times a week

The bottle of Beam kept the memories from me
Our marriage had taken a seven-ten split
Along with my pride the ex-wife took the kids

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear those sad memories
Still haunting me
So many things
I'd do again

But this is my deathbed
I lie here alone
If I close my eyes tonight
I know I'll be home

I was so scared of Jesus
But He sought me out
Like the cancer in my lungs
That's killing me now
And I've given up hope
On the days I have left
But I cling to the hope
Of my life in the next
Then Jesus showed up
Said "Before we go"
"I thought that we might reminisce"
"See one night in your life"
"When you turned out the light"
"You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness"

You cried wolf
The tears they soaked your fur
The blood dripped from your fangs
You said, "What have I done?"
You loved that lamb
With every sinful bone
And there you wept alone
Your heart was so contrite

You said, "Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes
Sanctify this withered heart of mine
Stay with me until my life is through
And on that day please take me home with you"

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear You whisper to me,
"It's time to leave
You'll never be lonely again"

But this was my deathbed
I died there alone
When I closed my eyes tonight
You carried me home

[Jon Foreman of Switchfoot sings, as the voice of Jesus:]
I am the Way
Follow Me
And take My hand
And I am the Truth
Embrace Me and you'll understand
And I am the Light
And for Me you'll live again
For I am Love
I am Love
I, I am Love
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Update bout my poly life.
Wednesday, November 25, 2009

I was thinking that I probably should update my blog about my daily stuff before I rot day by day and get some kinda memory loss.

So, ever since i finished my O levels I've been going for my passion and future, but after coming to poly, I realised that happiness is still the key. Living with God.

I've learnt A LOT OF THINGS-mostly philosophical from ccas and friends, during this 1 semester! Imagine what more I can learn.

Actually I don't have the hate for my course and nor do I want to try and cultivate anymore love for it because I'll just end up feeling awful.

SO, Im really happy that I joined campus crusade anyway. It brings chances to people who can't reach out to the harvests out there. Im really happy. Like this coming march and april I'll be having a mission trip to either one of the 7 countries listed (Austrailia, Japan, Thailand, China, Singapore, K....(somethingsomething) and the other one which i forgotten hehehe) Anyway the point is, God is awesome.

No really. I've been praying that I can join a mission trip and it's really coming to me. Wow. wow.
Idk, i don't have a single strand of regretful hair for joining campus crusade and this is from the bottom of my heart.

Anyway, ever since I've entered poly, I got splurged into an abyss of humans with different characteristics, different minor cultures in singapore (i meant even though there are stereotypes you can explore their differences.), and I've learnt a lot from them and stuff like that. I guess I'll just continue to be whatever I should be.

Well as for this course HLM that I'm taking right now.... It doesn't totally appeal to me but I guess it's just what I should do. AT least i don't hate the course.

So what are my 3 keys since the start of the school to make friends?
1) I am often stuck in awkward and silent situations, so I cultivated my intellectual senses to produce logical laughter in whatever I see.

2) Since I have a good memory for jokes, why not?

3) Oh, random is fun and crazy and really enjoyable, and it even makes a geeky person cackle.


And after these 3 keys it's so much easier to talk to the new awkward silent stranger to break away the ice.
Well of course it applies differently to different people from different planets right.

Okay I've been quite enjoying the stress and joy of school.

So ending here?
Im kinda looking forward to the Christmas blessings in campus and the mission trip and maybe...Meta? (:

Bye.
Posted by EVE at 5:49 AM

Monday, November 23, 2009

GOD, YOU CREATED US WITH A BANG:
The Big Bang is the cosmological model of the initial conditions and subsequent development of the Universe that is supported by the most comprehensive and accurate explanations from current scientific evidence and observation.[1][2] As used by cosmologists, the term Big Bang generally refers to the idea that the Universe has expanded from a primordial hot and dense initial condition at some finite time in the past (currently estimated to have been approximately 13.7 billion years ago[3]), and continues to expand to this day.

AND THEN END IT WITH A CRUNCH! :D
In physical cosmology, the Big Crunch is one possible scenario for the ultimate fate of the universe, in which the metric expansion of space eventually reverses and the universe recollapses, ultimately ending as a black hole singularity.



Life is interesting. (:
Posted by EVE at 5:35 AM

2012

2012!
Was bored so I read up about what will happen in the year 2012.
I'll highlight the ones i find interesting haha.

Anyway, I don't think the world would end on 2012. It does seem fine.
And

2060

  • Sir Isaac Newton's prediction for the earliest possibility of our world ending or The Apocalypse.


January


* January 13–22 – The first Winter Youth Olympics will be held in Innsbruck, Austria.
* January 31 – 433 Eros, the second-largest Near Earth Object on record (size 13×13×33 km) will pass Earth at 0.1790 astronomical units (26,778,019 km; 16,639,090 mi). NASA studied Eros with the NEAR Shoemaker probe launched on February 17, 1996.[2]

-No wonder people were talking bout something crashing into earth. No, it's not gonna crash -_- It will just pass by -___-

February

* February 5 – Super Bowl XLVI will be played at Lucas Oil Stadium in Indianapolis, Indiana.
* February 6 – Diamond Jubilee of Queen Elizabeth II marking the 60th anniversary of her accession to the Thrones of the United Kingdom, Canada, Australia & New Zealand (as well as the 60th anniversary of her becoming Head of the Commonwealth), if she's alive and Monarch at the time.

March

* March 22 – Unless the European Council votes to extend current copyright law, The Beatles' debut album, Please Please Me, will fall out of copyright.[3]

April

* April 17 – The United States will cede wartime control of the military of the Republic of Korea after 50 years and dissolve the Combined Forces Command. Two distinct military commands (South Korea and the United States) will operate in Korea during wartime, rather than one unified command under the Combined Forces Command.[citation needed]

May

* May 20 – Annular solar eclipse, a Sunday. Path of annularity runs through the Pacific Ocean from northern China to California.

And for this, people were talking about earth having 5 cold solitude days for us to reflect about living. No, it's only 1 normal annular solar eclipse. -_-

June

* June 6 – The second and last solar transit of Venus of the century. The next pair is predicted to occur in 2117 and 2125.

Omg I've never seen Venus transit!

* June 9 – July 1 – The UEFA Euro 2012 will be played in Poland and Ukraine.
* June 18 – June 23 – Turing Centenary Conference at the University of Cambridge, in honor of the mathematician, computer scientist, and cryptographer Alan Turing, the last day of the conference being the hundredth anniversary of his birth. [1]

July

* July 18–21 – The 2012 World Rowing Championships will be held at Plovdiv, Bulgaria.
* July 27 – Opening ceremony of the 2012 Summer Olympics begins in London at 7:30 pm UTC, 8:30pm BST.[4]

August

* August 12 – Closing ceremony of the 2012 Summer Olympics in London, a Sunday.
* August 29 – Start of the 2012 Summer Paralympics.

November

* November 6 – United States presidential, Senate, and House of Representatives elections.
* November 13 – Total solar eclipse (visible in northern Australia and the South Pacific).
* November 28 – Penumbral lunar eclipse.

December

* December 3 – Jupiter in opposition.
* December 17 – Members of the Electoral College meet in each U.S. state.
* December 21 – 11:11 UTC. Winter Solstice in the Northern Hemisphere, Summer Solstice in the Southern Hemisphere.[5]
* December 21 – The Mesoamerican Long Count calendar, notably used by the pre-Columbian Maya civilization among others, completes a "great cycle" of thirteen b'ak'tuns (periods of 144,000 days each) since the mythical creation date of the calendar's current era.[6] On this day the Long Count date at creation—written 13.0.0.0.0 in modern notation, equivalent to August 11, 3114 BC in the proleptic Gregorian calendar—is repeated for the first time in a span of a little over 5,125 solar years.[7] The completion of this cycle and the repetition of the previous Creation's Long Count ending date have been central to the 2012 phenomenon. Academic researchers have not concluded that the ancient Maya themselves attached similar significance to this point in time.[8]
* December 23 – An alternative date for the completion of the thirteenth B'ak'tun in the Long Count calendar, calculated using another version of the GMT correlation[9] which is supported by a few Mayanist researchers.[10]
* December 31 – The Kyoto Protocol will expire.

Unknown dates

* Ireland will cease analog television broadcasts.
* China will launch the Kuafu spacecraft.
* Pleiades, a proposed super computer built by Intel and SGI for NASA's Ames Research Center, will be completed, reaching a peak performance of 10 Petaflops (10 quadrillion floating point operations per second).[11]
* Sequoia, a proposed super computer built by IBM for the National Nuclear Security Administration will be completed, reaching a peak performance of 20 Petaflops.[12]
* Start of the commercial operation of the first unit from the Novovoronezh Nuclear Power Plant II.
* The 108 ft (33 m) Elwha Dam and 210 ft (64 m) Glines Canyon Dam will be removed from the Elwha River in Washington state, marking the largest dam removal project in history.
* The Canberra class light aircraft carriers/large amphibious ships, the largest ships ever to be operated by the Royal Australian Navy, will be in service.
* On the sun, the solar maximum of Solar Cycle 24 in the 11-year sunspot cycle is forecast to occur. Solar Cycle 24 is regarded to have commenced January 2008, and on average will reach its peak of maximal sunspot activity around 2012. The period between successive solar maxima averages 11 years (the Schwabe cycle), and the previous solar maximum of Solar Cycle 23 occurred in 2000–2002.[13] During the solar maximum the sun's magnetic poles will reverse.[14]
* The United Kingdom will complete a 5-year process to cease analogue television broadcasts region-by-region, with Meridian Broadcasting, ITV London, Tyne Tees Television and UTV being the last areas to switch off analogue.[15]
* Portugal will also cease their analogue television broadcasts, after a 4-year simulcast with digital ones. After that, DVB broadcasts will be the only system to be used in television (DVB-C for cable, DVB-T for terrestrial and DVB-S for satellite). The five free-to-air channels on terrestrial network will also start broadcasting in high-definition 24-hours a day.[citation needed]
* The Ryungyong Hotel in Pyongyang is said to be finally finished.[16]
Posted by EVE at 4:41 AM

Guitar heros
Thursday, November 19, 2009

ALEXI LAIHO


AND

THE ASIAN ALEXI LAIHO!!! :O



PRO. when can i become like one of them? Hahaha!
Posted by EVE at 11:41 PM

Cutecube is really cute
Saturday, November 14, 2009



I've been stupidly playing games on facebook. 
And now I'm addicted to Cutecube. 


IT'S FUN!!! :D

Just look! 

Why do I like it? It's simple because it's unique and cute, and it's original compared to the stupid cloning company called Zynga. 

HAHAHA.

AND IN CUTECUBE U CAN FREAKING

CATCH ITEMS 

FROM ANYONE!!! ANYWHERE AROUND THE WORLD! :D  

ITS LIKE SOME KINDA ARCADE TOY MACHINE.


SEEEE! AND ANYWAY AFTER TAKING THIS PIC I GOT MYSELF A BEARRRR LOL :D 
I am OFFICIALLY ADDICTED FOR NO REASON x3

Thanks for laughing at my nostalgia. :D 

Posted by EVE at 6:06 AM

My words are like knives but you kill me double
Friday, November 13, 2009

What have I learnt till now?

I've learnt not to be straightforward because nothing good is going to happen! Whenever I tell the truth to let the other parties know why people dislike them or something like that, after listening to their grumblings and depressive rants, I end up getting hurt. Why should I care, really?

Anyway, recently I've indirectly discovered that those people whom left the impression in your life, may never change. And if they ever do, it's either a miracle, or it's just them, trying to put on a facade. When some sort of crisis comes, they run, they lose trust, they back-stab you.

So I've kind of learnt to trust with my senses..

Actually I do think before I speak. But when I think someone really needs to know the truth, I will be blunt, but it hurts like a thousand boomerang-blades casting back at me when the person comes to the 'realization-but-unaffordable-emotions' part. They vent their emotions at me, sad, happy, angry. Whatever. They just start to gossip to other people.

If only someone understands this.
I would be so grateful.

I guess this is the reason why I can't find true people whom we can mutually trust. They lose trust THE MOMENT i tell them what I think.

Please, chill out people.
Posted by EVE at 7:02 AM

Random post. :D
Sunday, November 8, 2009

I have no idea why, but whenever I try to do something, my efforts goes to waste.
Whenever I don't do anything, things come to me just effortlessly.

I think I shall not try too hard in life sometimes :D

& I GOT A EAR INFECTION. GUESS IM PROUD OF IT BECAUSE IT'S ONCE IN A LIFETIME TO GET IT :D

Must be some kinda people who peed in the pool.

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Awww too sweet to be true ♥




Okay, ciao.
Posted by EVE at 7:01 AM